You Are What You Are Seeking!

 "You are the creator and destroyer of your world, Just by how you think"

                                                                                            - Nirmal Shah

It's is believed that the whole universe is a giant fabric - a stretched cloth, upon which multiple verse's, even parallel ourselves, other lighter planets rotating around a heavy star, just like a perfect tango in space, where we all work and live - possibly in a mirror image of what we do, where we are, right is their wrong and vice a versa or is it we are the only ones.

But across this giant void - nothingness, there is another paranormal existence, something so atomic yet has an cosmic energy of it's own, Our Thoughts!

No one is able to effectively prove how our thoughts are born, where are they coming from and there are some theories that suggest our existence being a coded simulation - these thought's or fact rectification of them appears to be kept in an out of bound scenario. Where no one can tap into the source code of it.

Well, if look at our time line closely and considering multiple facts, there are evidences being found till date about ancient written scriptures that over the period of evolution and time the world is divided into 2 parts, not by intention but by the Tetris arrangement of time itself - Western Hemisphere and Eastern Hemisphere. It's not just for giving a standard to the giant rock we live upon but for the source's of innovation's and history that has transformed it into this blue marble we see ourselves afar from. The Western hemisphere was capable enough to tap into the mind for scientific evolution's - innovations - emergence of technology and device's which in the old age's was thought of as magic, witch craft, idea's that took birth and grew into physical forms we all now use and take pleasure and comfort in.

But simultaneously, even before - beyond time could have been brought down into an understandable degree, the eastern hemisphere was witnessing something soulful, something beyond life itself and they who felt it felt as their duty to leave behind knowledge as it's proof's and document's as relic's for the coming generation's to learn from, religions to be born from, leave trail to path's that lead to calm amongst the chaos. The greener pasture. A knowledge so ahead of existence that it would probably be valid for all the future timeline's this rock is going to dance a tango in.

This particular ocean of knowledge that is left behind is so vast that in itself need's a degree, a measurement to understand it and all of them lead's to the eureka moment differently for each living human being that has a power of thought and understanding. An outcome which is different for all individual's but the text, scripture, the literature and its language still stays the same. For example its a proven practice in India and even widely used for the omnipresent knowledge of the book Shrimad Bhagwat Geeta, it doesn't need your precise GPS location to work, to try yourself, when in times of fork in the road in your life no matter how happy, sad or confused, go to this book - don't even buy it, hold it in hand, focus on the thought you are occupied off continuously and seek an answer from it, just breath and focus, now open the book randomly from anywhere you feel like and read the first thing your eyes anchor's on - you will have your answer. 

Such is the magic of this world and the wisdom that has been left behind by a generation of being's that were stoic in different form and were able to communicate it precisely even before the mega mind's walked this land. 

WE ALL ARE CONNECTED.

There are no tether's once we are out of the womb, but somehow we all are connected, every atom that is born and that dies, every second time that slips away, in each of this happening we all are same, of course we are apart by timeline's, countries, distances but when you sit calmy you would know deep within of a connection which is omnipresent. The air we breathe is shared, no control over it, every breath in and out is a message that travel's from and to the Jiva, taking the message from us to us. Say it whatever you like, but dreams, gut feelings, the tap behind the head before the stone hits you, that last minute airline you missed before a fateful day, something goes on amongst us that none can explain but yet appreciate it with full heart that we get to experience it just in time. Thoughts. A divine intervention.

All of these, I have come to believe is thoughts. Just think, pause for a second before you read ahead and focus on the mind, you will find yourself always thinking about someone - could be anyone and then immediately you are always thinking of something else. This game of bouncing from someone to something is a constant involuntary action. Can you stop - No. Can you pause it - No, can you do something about? Yes! You take action based on and behind this someone or something. But Why? 

This giant fabric works on mass. The heavier a celestial object is - the more gravity work's on the fabric, deeper the fabric bends and so will time, so will us and so will everything connected to it. This is what makes sense to me, we are bound with each other through time, thoughts and gravity, where Time and Gravity is relative. In many of the religious concepts, mythologies and even studies on consciousness suggest that we all are part of a singularity, a single thread of consciousness but over the period of time and our related deeds of day to day life we have involuntarily chosen not to tap into it, its like the brain has not enough time or energy to tap into this network as its already over worked - similar to our phone signal's getting overworked in a over crowded space trying to call at a same time - like a concert. The brain is in constant back to back concert and without a pause we will never or one will never be able to tap into this network, but - but - but - occasionally this 'failsafe' triggers to a positive. 

Do you relate that manier times we think about someone - we think about a heartfelt event in our lives and a person or group of people in it - who by the way might not be in contact or in relation too but we get a call from them or about them - sometimes a sad news - sometimes a joyful update - but we hear about them out of the blue... that's is the network at work - an unsaid energy that replies to your energy which was emitted by you involuntarily. In India its believed that many yogi's and people on the journey to search for the higher energy have unlocked this part of their body and brain that they can now voluntarily access this framework and summon too the person they concentrate on. It definitely sound's voodoo and unreal but that's a practice that is not frowned upon but looked up to as it requires a lot of 'sadhana' and discipline. It requires to detach the brain from its thought's and focus on what we want it to focus on rather than the other way around. Try practicing for 5min's of this and you will see you cant even focus for 2min, now imagine what these yogi's and disciplined individual must have achieved as practice.

It's not a super power nor it's a blessing that has been forgotten but a choice. There is a living mystic in India - Sadhguru - he say's "We all are born enlightened - its our choice to not be." . How simply he has answered to what we are in tantrum's about. It's a simple choice. It's a choice to calm down - a choiceless awareness as J. Krishnamurti say's. We chose to be effected and we chose to retaliate in all senses which are matter of fact induced by the very senses at work. That's a whirlpool - a vicious circle where one can never escape until one chose's to be aware that its happening to take effect - beginning to rule over and detach any action that is generated from it - and this will pause or nullify so many other whirlpool's we just might have sucked ourselves into - involuntarily.

Well, It's a higher state one can definitely bridge themselves to anytime but it need's your time, efforts, a dial up connection to this network - as its slow at first but later it liberate's to know that what ever is your choice is not a choice of oneself but a series of action's that has already been completed way ahead in time and accept that we are just bare witness to event's of life and foolish enough to think that its our choice's that has resulted in good and bad experiences, accomplishments, failures and other fruits of life where as the reality is - You - I - We - actually don't exist. Our time's have already concluded in future, we are just experience's being revisited for the reason unknown and to be found by the experiencer. 

Tap into this network with whatever means you find is peaceful and calming because it needs silence of your own thoughts and action evolving from it. It needs a belief that one is not a choice but a mere atom in this giant fabric of space and time, one need's to zoom out to see one doesn't matter that much that one thinks, no matter your problem, your solution, your fear, your anger, your happiness, your love, your disappointments - everything is like the rain's - the rain drop must think its the ocean until it reaches the ground to realize many before it has rained and merged into a puddle - a river - a ocean already there - but while in the transit you must believe you hold the ocean in one drop of yourself.

Tap into yourself - the answer lives within you and nowhere else around. You are the blessing you have been praying for.

Until the next adventure. 

Que Sera! Sera!

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10 Mistakes Of My Life.

"Just Because You Make A Mistake, Doesn't Mean You Are A Mistake"

            - Georgette Mosbacher

We often find ourselves in a whirlpool of thoughts and deed's that make us feel small and unaccomplished, manier times even a zero amongst the million achieved number's out there, but the fact is we are so much deep into those thoughts, so much affected by these small puff's of emotion's that overwhelm us in matter of seconds after they pop into our minds. Where do these come from? No one knows, but a fathomable standard is finding what our previous experiences in life were and it goes back well good to our childhood and travelling up to adulthood and all related events. For the per say - we all are same from within, same number of bones and muscles working inside but the brain - that's where the churning of emotion's into spices of life happens, which can be sometimes so blend that we don't enjoy it and sometimes its so flavorful that other's admire it. But, but, the catch is - both of these state's are not constant and changes across one single lifetime which leaves behind lesson's we all should learn from early on - but no one tells us.

1) MIND IS THE ENEMY.

The early on you decide - understand and accept it - all other problems will become miniscule, so irrelevant and easy to understand. The food for mind is pure emotion's, it cant think of its own, it needs a response to generate an answer, a question that arises within and rapidly get's related to previous life experiences or even generational one's and then the mind decides almost in a fraction of second - taking references from all of it and giving you an immediate thought - almost an knee jerk reaction attached with emotions 'again' that makes you feel its the correct answer and you put it into action as your decision.

Remember anything that is fast is probably from a manufacturing line with defects, slow and steady things are of quality - instant one's are more damaging. Look around you. It influences you such a way that only later after the decision you repent making the decision, as now you have fresh new responses and experiences the brain can relate to and now takes references from those new events, what an irony. What a whirlpool we instantly create for ourselves.?

You need to trigger a reflex that the same responses can be taken after a pause, let the emotion subside, settle down, as buddha once said to his disciple who was sent to fetch water from a pond which was muddy due to recent cattle's passing by from it, he came and returned empty handed, buddha asked the disciple to return to the same pond again and he was sure he will return with pot full of water, disciple with a doubt returned to the pond to the amazement of it being crystal clear, that day disciple learned that sometimes emotion's and decision need time to settle down before it is ever taken as in the hype of the moment it could seem the correct answer but behind the curtains and in this case the muddy water needed to settle down for the fresh water - fresh answer to arise. 

Don't believe everything your mind say's to you.

2) YOU ARE NOT IMMORTAL.

Sometimes in the prime years, when we are young we all feel invisible, almost immortal with ample of time on our hands to stand and stare like the cows in the field, moving their jaw's with empty thoughts not knowing what can be done or what should be done, but the sad part is we all are ticking away. Listen to your own heart in a quite room, put a hand on the chest, its your own living clock ticking, beat after beat.

Don't postpone fun, dreams, joy, that travel you wanted to do, that girl you liked but could never say, that something you always wanted to do. Just go do it, nothing is stopping you rather than you yourself. Don't dwell in the past as it is gone, nothing can be done about it, don't plan for the future - you don't own it, realize that you don't know what the very next second holds for you, but as its widely said "Today is a gift hence its called the present", so be it. Make most of what you have, who you have, that's all is. Don't go chasing a future while you have never lived in the present. This is the hardest lesson we all will learn when time is about to run out and again you wont be able to do anything about it.

3) YOU WILL BECOME WHAT YOU THINK.

This is not manifestation. But a continuous habit of you thinking. How you think. This is in conflict with the first point, because if you cant train or tame your own brain then its the enemy, train yourself to think positive, don't belittle yourself no matter what hardships you face as then you will come out as a winner just because you had a constant motivation within you to run against all the odds and come out as the winner. 

Just think how many things you left unfinished just because you thought or someone made you think you can't do it - remember what other's say is because they cant do it, its their experience and not yours, at least give it a try, who knows it just might work. So keep a positive thought, positive mind for all aspects of your life as eventually we are all temporary and its the very joy of life that it keeps flowing, nothing stays, nor will your negative thoughts nor even positive one's but heal yourselves by being positive.

4) SACRIFCE.

Life and its event's come's at a cost of sacrifice. There is barter system in the flow of life that you can't outrun or run parallel to, you give something to get something, it can't be one way. You give love, you get love back, you throw a stone, you get a stone back, you help someone, someway life finds a way to pay you back. There is no carry on or tab's that life keeps of your deeds that your soul would carry to next one, it happens right here. This life time. You have to give something, manier time's it takes a toll on your emotions, your mental peace, your hope, your will but that's the barter - it is creating a credit for you to receive back when the time is right - it definitely pays off. It can be delayed but not denied. 

Once you have sacrificed enough you will get enough back, probably even worth more (with interest) that makes you thank the omnipresent for what had ever happened has happened for the better of all. So sacrifice is what you are doing as of now, you are doing it right, it just doesn't seem right in the current moment.

5) LET GO OF FIRE.

There are 5 forms from which our human body is made, believed by Indian Philosophy, Fire, Water, Earth, Air, Aether, also known as Panch Bhuta - The Five Elements, for this point we are going to talk about fire which is related to greed, anger, tension, rage, jealously, lust. You need to let go off them before it overwhelms you so much that it engulfs you - fire only leaves behind ashes and its very difficult to bring something back from the ashes.

Don't loose yourselves in the element of fire. Its a package you are born with, so deal with it. Enable yourselves early on or this moment on that you cannot and will not let these aspects of the fire element control you, as what it only creates more destruction in it's wake, so much that you will find yourselves alone and destroyed even with all worldly gain's, if your fire element has won than you will probably even loose your character by the time its too late. Don't let it.

6) MISTAKE AND FAILURE IS SUCCESS.

If you find yourselves in a heap of mistake or back to back failure's remember this, you have taken a step towards success from the rest 99% people out there. You are moving forwards until and unless you don't repeat them again, that's wisdom gained every time. Put them into action each new dice you roll on the table of life and see the magic unfold. Don't be overwhelmed with what has happened now, believe in the newer you that has emerged with every mistake, every failure that has been by gone has made you wiser. Celebrate it. 

The most relatable example you can learn from in today's time is from Space X. Go search if you don't know already. The data you receive from each of these mistaken or failed events and attempts is priceless. It will become your source code of what you become in the future. It will define you but the way it defines you is all up to you and nobody else, you can back out or stick in and become a better version. You have to become a better version. Just don't let these small obstacles or hindrances stop you.

7) LITTLE IS MORE.

You must have noticed manier time's that the affluent could be sad while a simple man is happier and vice versa. But when you initially start anywhere, any point of your life, right now, remember, you don't need a lot to create a lot or enjoy a lot, even the smallest, simplest things can bring joy to your life, stay content, stay grounded, no matter where you are or what you have or might achieve in life.

Why? as it will defeat your ego. Be mindful that along the journey in this life don't let your ego develop, stay humble and kind, even when you have a penny in pocket or a dollar, stay humble and kind. Ego is one another element from fire that in its wake on leaves behind destruction and a cloud that makes you think undefeatable, right? I too have been there, but believe me, that its a weather that passes on real fast to show you a picture you wont like later. Stay grounded, the most content is the winner in this life. 

If you are blessed with grandparent's do ask them this question and see how a beautiful answer unfolds, they have seen year's of life that yet remains' to be unfolded for you and most of these silver hair's beautifully explain how less is more. How being content is the real joy of life. 

Where you are, with what you have, is best you have which many dream of having at the very same time and it keeps being relatable as you progress in life.

8) RESPECT OTHERS.

It's not only you every morning that wake's up and goes out in the world, there are a billion other along the same second that walk along side you, fighting their own bread and butter, fighting their own demons, there are all kings and queens wearing their crowns along with you out there, fighting to be on their own throne and not back down.

Don't belittle anyone when such time comes, be appreciative, you never know someone might be hanging by their last thread, they just drew the short straw, and came to you by chance for a response that was filled with the fire element and could decide to be their end game, it could be you on the receiving end at the same time some other place. Not immediately but remember what you give is what you get so be mindful and not fearful. Self talk your words before it is spoken. Even for yourself. Talk to yourself respectfully.

9) QUALITY NOT QUANTITY.

Slow is quality and fast is quantity, majority of the time faster has flaws, but in life there is no rush, its a marathon, don't win, try to finish it with quality, ask yourself where your quality is, in life, in goals, in dreams, in achievements. You might have a 100 shields of accomplishment hanging on the walls of your home but from those 100 you definitely have only few or even only 1 that you like the most. That's because you delivered a quality beyond you for that particular shield. That mattered apart from the others.

Focus on slow and steady, no success that is fast develops character. The slow and steady who has seen different facet's of life is the one who is humble, pure, soft and silent in the room. A diamond too need's to be faceted for it to shine like itself, under pressure a few can last but brings out the quality in them that's shine brighter than the rest. No Rush.

10) SURRENDER TO THE STORM.

This particular one need's to be understood from the day you start thinking for yourself. Learn from the tall trees, the ones that bend down in the face of the storm are the one's that keep standing after it. Whenever there is a storm brewing or you find yourself in the eye of it, bend down, know that and accept that certain times loosing is winning. You can always come back to try again but for that moment loose.

Consider a storm as your child, there is no fun winning in front of the child, it will only create sadness, disappointment, tantrums when you win. Certain storms demand's for you too loose, so loose, don't be fearful of it, you can't always win.

Remember these lines, I say write it down somewhere like I have it always on me:

"You can win everything from everyone in this life, Eventually to loose it all in the end"

In the end we all are going to loose to the ultimate truth that was born with us the second we opened our eyes, nothing that we fumble, stumble, trouble ourselves to be accomplished in this life is ever going to be carried on with us, the pharos's left their gold behind, the huge armies of alexander whose dust could be seen from the horizon also settled down from where it all rose and so shall yours too.

If you understand this, you will be more at peace, more content and yet more motivated with a smile, that the point of joy you always have to be in.

For rest everything, Que Sera, Sera!

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